my friends call me Elle.
born & raised in Southern California.
but my heart belongs in New York ♥
second year at UC Riverside.
19 years old.
I blog what I want
(but mostly stars, NYC, city lights, nature, jack's mannequin, quotes, and personal thoughts)
& I always follow back :]
an excerpt from today:
“I’m done feeling bad for appreciating something that’s supposed to be over, because in being honest with myself, I realized I’ll never really be done with you. I can’t forget, and part of me never wants to… because I’m 19 going on 20, and I’ve had a whole host of experiences at a young age that many won’t see ‘til they’re old & gray. I’ve seen death, utter heartbreak, complete joy, the days I wanted to die, stress to the point of sickness, and so much more. And I’m BETTER for it because I have the will to carry on, as corny as that sounds. YOU helped me see many things, things I’m grateful for today (and not all the negative ones, so keep that in mind).
So while no, I may never forgive you completely, I can never forget you completely, either. And that’s just something we’ll both have to live with.”
— pretty sure I was more honest with myself today than ever before. wow.
