February 2012
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it must be piss off Laura day
cause people are just being stupid today….
I’ve got the people in front of me AND behind me talking super loud.. & I’m in Econ right now. wtf. stfu!
& there were a bunch of other things that aren’t worth mentioning but that still pissed me off.
augh. so annoyed. just tone down the stupid cause it’s buggin me -______-
5:22 AM
sleepy face is in full effect right now. photosynthesis & cellular respiration are stupid. obviously CR isn’t doing enough production cause I’m feelin laggy right about now. Biology is stupid.
#notworthit #CHASSFTW #goodnight
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currently obsessed with: Princess of China -...
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owwwwwwwww
my chest hurts :[[ wtf is this mutant pain. it’s like a pulled muscle mixed with a spasm… so weird and uncomfortable. GO AWEY. owowowwww no me gusta :’(
on a happier note, congrats to Meryl Streep! love her <3
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speak
sooooooooooo many thoughts running through my mind tonight. like 500 mph up in this crazy brain. I don’t even know what’s up with me lately. I find that I have so much to say and yet no will to speak… & it sucks! thoughts are hard to get rid of, and so is doubt. and I’ve doubted so much lately. there are things I’d like to think I know the whole truth on, but...
why
do I get nervous when going to the optometrist… so stupid. I seriously cannot fall asleep because I’m nervous. about getting my eyes checked.. forreal? -_____- I’m such a loser. I’ve had my eyes checked every year since third grade when I got glasses. now I feel stupid. maybe I can go to sleep now. hope so! hahaha gnite tumblr <3
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ouch! I feel bad for you, girl.
ditched when you started the trend…
that suuucks.
dreams
I’ve got some weird ass morbid dreams…
I dreamt that there was this con artist who killed some guy, so he went into hiding & fell in love and started a family. eventually the government or whoever found him and sentenced his wife and two kids to be killed so he would know what it felt like to be all alone in life. so then there was this weird mechanism they put them in and it...
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fifty
1. The average person moves at least 13 times in a lifetime….how many times have you moved? is that accurate? well, technically I’ve moved twice. but only from home to dorm and dorm to apartment. home is still home & has been for forever. 2. What are you planning to do with your tax refund money? hah, good one. 3. What is your birthstone? Do you like it? Ruby. no, cause red is my...
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“Grammar is the difference between knowing your shit and knowing you’re shit.”
– (via commodore-sparklebutt)
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plans
looodeeedooo, so I’m looking at classes for spring & summer, and I’m trying to be realistic about the next two years.
I probably won’t get psych spring cause of those darn restrictions, so I’ll plan for summer. and spanish is a bitch to get into, so I’ll start that summer, also. LOL one perk about going to UCR is the fact that it’s SCORCHING hot during the...
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2 hour Grey's tonight
& I’m so effing excited :D seriously, I just can’t get enough. eeeeeeee!
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augh
I’ve got to get my eyes checked again. I’m squinting like crazy lately -____- and I keep getting headaches. two signs that it’s time… mehh, I hate getting my eyes checked! whatever. just a part of my life I should be used to by now.
hmm, should I get new frames? I should check when I got these ones. I don’t think it’s been two years… I’m not sure....
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OMFG
I want to KILL my Bio Lab TA right now.
she’s freaking grading us like were in some 200 level course or something! her averages for the past three assignments have been below 45% -____________-
I’m doing better than the average, but still pretty shitty. & I worked on that last assignment for SIX EFFING HOURS. WTF. she better curve… ohhhh my gosh, I’m going to hurt...
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thoughts on "The Vow"
Overall 8/10 for a few reasons: I hate cliff-hangers, or those open-ended movies that leave you to your own imagination. I feel like they’re half-assed and incomplete. other than that, I liked the plot. it was slow in parts, but picked up by the end. I think I liked the message the best, though:
you are a culmination of your life choices. you can choose to forgive & forget OR you can...
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The Vow
Paige: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they're not. To agree to disagree on red velvet cake, and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home.
Leo: I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love. I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other.
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it feels kinda good to not have a valentine this...
idk, last year was crazy. I made this huge card covered in pictures & it said things that one can never really be sure about. I guess I was lost in the idea of it all, but looking back, I feel so ridiculous. it’s weird to think that I’ve made a complete 180 in the span of a year. kinda cool, kinda weird. last year was interesting, to say the least…
anyways, tomorrow...
to anon:
thank you. I don’t know who you are… but just knowing someone out there is looking out for me is really comforting. I’ve kinda been losing my way lately, but I’m on my way back I think.
thanks again :]
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this might sound drastic
but I’m kind of considering it again. I just don’t see the point in trying so hard anymore when I get nothing in return. maybe with a re-do, I can start over faster. it’s really just not worth the fight anymore. but being that selfish.. would kill everyone but me. idk. it just seems so much easier. pretty effortless.
like floating… away
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this is so depressing.
life just sucks right now. “we have no money. you need to save whatever you can for personal expenses, because we can’t afford to give you anything anymore. you’re going to have to find cheap housing for next year. even if you can’t live with your friends, you’re going to have to find something. we can’t afford these things anymore. we won’t have money for...
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UP is on Disney channel!
I haven’t watched anything on DC in a while, but I’ll make an exception for UP :))
to my Carl: where you at? :P
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comprehensive thought has escaped me today. that up there is all I see. nothing is really going my way lately. not a damn thing. kinda sick of it.
does it really mean nothing anymore?
I AM TIRED of being the only honest one. the only one not afraid to say how she feels. & I’m REALLY tired of people getting all butthurt all the damn time. Yeah, I have my flaws, and many of them, but I KNOW what they are. I’m aware, and when people bring them to my attention, all I can say is “I’m working on it.”
Some of you people just have no idea how your...
I love fobby TAs
every time my bio TA tries to say “enzyme,” it sounds like “em eye”
& every time she says “shape,” it sounds like “shit.”
NGL, makes it a bit more bearable. LOL
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D:
don’t panic. it’s going to be okay. & it’s really not as bad as you’re currently thinking it is.
look back on this. cause you have the chance to make it right.
it’s going to be okay. I hope.
uh huuuuhhh
killed BIO :D ashdfkjahsldfjkhsd
ahhhhh so happy :]]]